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You're full of insecurities but you poured fear into my veins,
Without any qualms or second thoughts about me

And how I feel about turning into what you've made me,
So full of doubt and adding to self hatred...

You're full of anger and can't think of consequences

Of what could happen to me when you turn me into

This puppet on a string that dances, comes, and sings

Whenever you're in need of entertainment.

You're full of second guesses up to those perfect eyes

As if those doubts could fall out of those Azurite pools

Of worry and spill down your cheeks and lips

Until your insides are nothing more than dust covered things.

And you're lacking some luster now that I see your truths,

Garnet lips carved out so sweet and smooth

Spill acid and destroy and rip out strands

And I can't stop this bleeding with my cut up hands.

You're full of fear and spread your vile disease

To much fairer veins than your own cobwebbed soul,

So now my heart pumps fear, mistrust, and woe 

Into the every corner of my stupid bones.

You had little regard for what I want and need,

And yes I used you to escape my demons but

I was truthful and sincere with where I am

But you just do not seem to understand,