Fears

I'm not afraid of monsters, I've met so many in my life..
I've seen demons giggle at the foot of my bed,
Their grotesque grins lighting up the darkness around them,
I've heard innocents scream in the pits of despair,
I've felt lovers dissolve at the loss of their souls...
I'm not afraid of people, their destructive paths,
killing everything that could ever cast shadows
On their ridiculous lives...
And I'm not afraid of the past like I used to be,
It's gone from my mind; it stopped haunting me...
But what scares me most, what terrifies me
Is laying in bed, wrapped in his arms and his sheets,
Listening to his sleepy heartbeat...
And the last thought I have as I'm falling asleep
Is wondering if you're thinking of me.