Butterfly

I know you called when I told you I needed you,
But I'm not ready to hear that voice again,
So concerned, so protective...
So full of worry it makes my heart ache.
I know you keep calling to make sure I'm alright
But I shouldn't have told you anything about this,
There's nothing you can do with a country between us,
And your girlfriend clinging tight around your neck.
I know we keep calling each other when we need it,
But I can't think of someone who has time like you do,
To listen, to tell me I'm gonna be fine...
To mentally hug me because you know that I need it...
I know we keep trying to make it all better,
It's my job to make sure you pull it together,
And some part of me looks for the friend I once knew
That's still deep within you...
And I know it's hard for her to watch you panic,
Because my walls are falling around me...
And I know I shouldn't be asking...
But, Butterfly, there's no one around...
And I'm scared...
And I'm crying somehow...
And I'm shaking uncontrollably... but
Butterfly, make it better again.