Hurt Me

I need you to hurt me.
I need you to wrap your fingers tight around my neck and slam me hard into the wall behind me. I need you to squeeze my skin until your marks are the only jewelry I wear for weeks and my voice is hoarse from all the screaming. I need to see your fingerprints on me for weeks and weeks until the soreness in my muscles melts off my body. I need you to hurt me and force me to kneel until I surrender control of my will and my thoughts... I need you to claw at my skin and pull rip out of me all of these demons. I need you to tell me what you expect, I need the commands and I welcome the threats. I need you to throw me in my place... I need a reprieve from my personal hell.

I need you to hurt me because you'll do it right. You'll break me and build me and skin me alive. I need you to do it, you'll take care that I'm safe... if I have to do it, I'll never escape.