Letter to No One

I've slaughtered many sunrises since we last spoke
And one after another has vanished without thought,
With few regrets and fewer friends that stayed
But I'm proud you were the one that got away.
I've emptied several bottles since I last heard your voice
But nowhere near as many as I used to when we spoke...
And you're the one who said I drink too much
When many said I didn't drink enough.
I've barely thought about you since your last goodbye,
Once or twice a day you kind of cross my mind,
But I don't really miss you like I did before
I barely even feel a thing for you anymore.
You missed so many things since you ran away,
Car accidents and ER visits but no opened veins...
No problem, I can handle it, I've healed with little pain.
And you, my dearest stranger should stay the fuck away.