Until Now

I didn't miss you until now, when the music was just right..
When it was just dark enough to wish you were here.
I didn't miss you until I wanted to turn around
And hide my face in your chest while you fixed everything...
But you never fixed a thing, my devil boy...
You only made it worse...
Shooting pretty girls with golden arrows until you hit me with lead,
And I didn't miss you until now, when I sliced my thumb
On a jagged edge of my broken heart.