hate

I hate you.  You get stuck in my head and plague my mind. ..
My thoughts are nothing but your name
Whispered softly in my ear,  over and over. ..
You are as you once were: infinite,  eternal. ..
But I hate you,  because you are you,
Forever floating in an ocean of youness.
I hate you because you are in my every word,  every sentence,
You are in every paragraph, every book
Is plagued by you,  as is my soul. ..
I love you,  you bastard you are all.