Understand

I don't think you realize how many sleepless nights have passed...
I don't think you understand my nature, lover boy, if you think
That all is said and done, that I'll forget by dawn all that you say...
That these conversations are it my breath of air
When all I want is to scream the air out of my lungs,
To collapse on the side of the road and die quietly...
You are the steady guide to safety, to hope that tomorrow's better...
And I don't think you see through my shields as well as I read yours
And that is fine, I was born to be a great warrior, killer of demons...
Paver of paths to happy endings... And I don't think you realize
The power you hold over me so completely and quietly...
The steady need I feel to be at your side, always protecting your heart
Alwaus guiding the sound to its home in my arms...
You don't realize the little things like how happy I would make you
So instead, I'll sir here in the middle of the night worrying...
Writing u sent letters you will never read.