Longing

I stare at you in baffled amusement, and for a moment, the world stops in its tracks...
There's no sound, no light, there's no feeling... but all there is, is the longing inside.
I could reach out and touch you, and claw at your chest... I could pull you to me,
And leave you to rest, or I could wait here-- silly, alone in the dark..
Fighting the urge to pull you aside, press my lips to your lips and conquer you mine.
For a moment, there's silence, there's the light and the dark...
I can feel though your chest's skin the beating inside and I am lost once more,
In your fifty shades of fucked up, alone in the darkness, alone at your side...
But if only you saw yourself in the mirror, if only you could see yourself clearer
Like I do! Like I hold you against me, Tightly, gently... and ever so playfully.