Fight you

This isn't right but I cannot seem to fight you,
I do not have the strength or will to run...
And each time I fight this, each time I turn from you
You pull me closer, tighter to your chest...
You push me closer into your rusty cage
And I am powerless though I am powerful...
And I surrender though I'm better than this...
And I can fight you off, I know I can but I
Don't want to. And I don't want to die,
But I fear I might if I don't kiss your lips
Just once. Then one more time.
Then once again, just for good measure...
And then again, until the sands of time will stop,
And after that, again, and again...
I cannot fight you, man, nor do I wish to now...
But this purgatory has to end already.....
And you need to pull me in your arms,
And you need to kiss me to quench the fire inside,
And stop my heart from stopping when you're not around.
This isn't right, I cannot seem to fight you,
But I must try, don't I?
Or else I might just die..