Afraid

I'm curled up and I am terrified,
I feel the blood spread across my wings...
And with wet eyes I look upon Heaven,
And beg you with all I have to come to me.
Tears wash my face and soak the sheets I have,
I'm so afraid of this, come to me.
I realize it now, what's happening,
And it won't matter in the morning
If you're not here.