Mistake

I feel so small tonight, looking at the sky,

Fighting back wishes and desires to cry...

I keep to myself the battle within

For it doesn't do any good to discuss this.

I feel so tiny looking around me,

My wings shriveled around and wrapped tight...

I can feel them change, I can feel them break

And I can't understand anything.

My mind is a blank slate,

Nothing makes sense...

I fight and I break

This life: my mistake.