Too Tired

Unable to focus, unable to think

Unable to listen to what I need...

I cannot keep going, my mind is too bleak

All out of energy, no more to deplete

I'd crawl into bed, dig under the covers,

Fall to the sheets and sleep forever.

Will You

You bleed me dry, my dearest...

For your life I give my own,

And in my death, I'll let you live

For innocent desires and lovely lullabies.

On my knees I beg, as I cry and bleed...

For Reaper's scythe is sharp,

And his hands are cold,

But know this, dearest one:

Since I die for you...

... Will you live for me?

For you

For you I fight the world,

And leave it all behind.

For you I hate myself

And destroy my doubts.

For you I breathe each day,

And work hard to stay alive.

For you I cry my tears,

And spend my nights alone.

For you I cut my skin,

And pray that you don't know.

For you I drop all else,

And rush to help you live.

For you are all I need,

And all I can, I give.

Victorious

It's a good feeling to know you got out alive,

You won the battles against all odds,

It feels good to look in the mirror

And know that all you fought for was worth it...

To know that nothing can stop you,

And you are victorious.

Until Then

I won't fight you any longer...

I simply cannot argue anymore...

You wanted me as broken as you are,

And you won. I am broken.

Do you sleep well darling?

Do you have wonderful dreams?

Are the demons around you still there?

Do you even fight them anymore?

Don't worry, in death I shall fix it,

Until then, fight for your life.

Thanks to you

I held your words as a bible,

And I fought to forgive what you said,

I stayed to protect you, you cheated

And even then I could not forget.

I forgot sleep and whatever was needed...

I gritted my teeth and pushed through,

For this fight that I fight was forgotten,

And even now I still cannot leave.

I'm alone now, and I am forgotten

Now I sit alone and break through.

You darling boy are a blessing

And thanks to you, I'm alive.

My Turn

My turn to watch you sleep now,

My turn to watch your dreams,

You look so innocent

Like such a child.

You're safe under the covers,

You're dreaming sweetest dreams...

You're so, so peaceful,

It's a pleasure to be in your shoes now.

Grim Reaper

All misconceptions should be left at the door,

For I am nothing like you have imagined.

I am tall and handsome, I am smart and strong,

For I decide the fate of all who meet me.

You think that I am gory, or heartless and cold.

But dearest, reconsider, all that you have known.

I am the night incarnate, the darkest of them all...

I am the killer darling, that cannot be escaped.

I'll knock your socks off, sweetheart,

And I will change your life,

Once you love me truly,

You cannot leave alive.