I HatED You

I hated you when you pranced into his life.

I hated you when you laid half naked on his bed.

I hated you when you broke his heart.

I hated you when he took your photos.

I hated you when he started chain smoking.

I hated you when he started acting up.

I hated you when you fucked him the first time.

I hated you when you fucked him again.

I hated you when you talked to me.

I hated you when you made me care about your fate.

I hated you when I couldn't be mad at him.

I hated you when you pounced on him.

I hated you when you ripped him away.

I hated you when you gave him your blood.

I hated you when he gave you his.

I hated you when you wore his clothes.

I hated you when you were in his shower.

I hated you when he didn't talk to me.

I hated you when he preferred you.

I hated you when you cheated too.

I hated you with your eating disorder.

I hated you with every moan you made.

I hated your lack of overall composure.

I hated you playing with his rats and cats.

I hated you fucking him again.

I hated you lying to me.

I hated you when he lied to me.

I hated you when he cried.

I hated you when you were stronger.

I hated you because you were beautiful.

I hated you when he chose you over me.

I hated you because you were established.

I hated you because you were thinner.

I hated you because you wanted my boy.

I hated you when I cried.

I hated you when I wanted you to leave.

I hated you when I wanted you to stay.

I hated you when you stayed.

I hated you when you left.

I hated you since you came and never left his bed.

I hated you when you didn't respect my wish.

I hated you when you said you 'respected' my relationship.

I hated you when you broke my heart.

I hated you when you broke my trust.

I hated you overall.

I hated you when you left without consequences.

I hated you when you left me my mess.

I hated you.

I hated you.

I hated you.

I hated you.

Now... now I'm too tired to hate you,

Now... now I actually kind of miss you.

Now... now I regret hating you.

Now... now I'm all alone.

Now... now I still love him.

Now... now I hate myself.

Now... now I am broken. All because of you.

Now... now I wish to die.

Now... now I have no more will.

Now... now I still have to fight for him.

Now... now... nevermind.

Now... now... I don't hate you anymore.

Now... now I'm better.

Now... now I have no more strength...

Now... now I'm just a shell of myself.

Now... now I wanted to say that

Now... now... it still hurts everyday.