Rant

I wish that I could look upon your face,
And tell you, dear, what's on my soul...
But were I to stand in front of you
I'd wrap your gonads in a bow.
And so, I'll tell you now, my dear
That you are quite the asshole.
I wish that I could hold you in my arms,
And tell you that to me, you're wonderful,
But were you to rest within my arms,
I would turn your neck too far,
And breathe the breath that you'd exhale.

But probably not....
Our history's preventing me
From leaving you to rot...
For now.

To Me

To me, you were the moonlight in December, 

The constellations in the month of June,

You were the waves of the Caribbean 

And the winds in my sales at noon.

You came to me, a broken monument,

And as your porcelain chipped I saw your colors...

I've seen your darkness and your light,

I saw your shades and all you kept aside.

To me, you were the fog I loved to hide in,

You were the cup of cocoa in the snow,

The hot shower after being rained on,

And the warmest blanket on a winter night.

You pulled me to you in the darkness

And allowed me to dance to the rhythm of your heart...

I laughed beside you.

I laid beside you.

To me, you were the smoke in my lungs,

The water I drank throughout the day,

You were the words I read off the pages

And you were the perfect love story.

You taught me the meaning of love,

How to be selfless and strong...

I learned how to become myself.

I learned how to be who I am.

To me you were the paintings in my eyes,

You were the heartbeat between my ribs,

The salvation inside each cigarette

And where I exhaled you inhaled and so on...

For you were the extension of me,

The polar opposite of my soul...

And to me, like a magnet you're pulled  

So quickly. So sudden. So sure.

Like

Often I struggle with what I want from you,

But like a mother, I want only the best for you...

And I, just like her, would much rather be hurt myself,

Than allow much harm to pass to you.

Like your sister, I am willing to fight

Any dragon that can stand in your way,

Fight anything that can threaten to harm you,

For just like her, I pride in your accomplishments...

And I often point and say "Yeah, he's smart".

Like your girlfriend, I look at you with love,

And such an unhealthy sexual desire...

Unbridled passion to keep you close to me,

And yes, my dear, you keep me on my toes.

Such as your wife, my love,

I will support you, always.

I will help your struggles and fight through your pain...

For until death does part us,

I will forever be

All women in your life in one...

For as your friend, it is my duty to be to you

Each thing you need.

Good-riddance

For you who left me when I needed you most,
Did life take you in a better direction?
Do you find yourself laughing more,
And not thinking back to the sound of my voice?
For you who cast me aside like the trash that you have,
Do you feel better now with me out of your life?
Is your existence all that you'd hoped
Without me in your life...?
Well, I hope all's well...
I hope your dreams come true..
But when it hits the fan don't even dare
Come back to me.