Play

Lets not play silly mind games or dominance contests,
Because in that case, I'll win - I have more practice.
Just let me do my thing, step back and watch it burn
Because the innocent are highly simple minded.
It's not a pissing contest, so put your tool away,
I'm not subdued by threats, I've seen it all before,
But in the moonlit moments I stare into the dark
And all I see is home, the demons call me back.

I play mind games that'd make the demons mad,
I fuck the rules and burn the only map,
Unless you're him, I'll stab you in the back,
Because, my dear, there is something I lack.


Lets not play silly mind games or dominance contests,
Because in that case, I'll win - I have more practice.
It's not a pissing contest, and I bow down to none...
So fuck off, dearest one, this is a grown up game,
In which EVERYTHING's at stake, it's all for gamble.
Play with me, and lose it all... and then... and then... don't cry...
Say I don't warn you? Fuck you little one...
This, right here, is my disclaimer:

I'll burn your heart to ashes,
And tear your soul into a million pieces.
I will lie and smile while looking in your eyes,
Because you are not him I will have no shame.
So play with me and lose this,
Get hurt, and cry, and bleed it in my name...
Hell's home sweet home, my dearest one...
Put it on the table. I'll win it all.

She took it all to the extreme and the extreme was dangerous,

Since midnight strolls on darkened paths were not always courageous.

Asking for trouble reminded her of "Ask and you shall receive" ,

She didn't need the scars to prove, she needed to believe.

The nice guys weren't up for her, they were all wusses, weak...

The assholes just fucked her up and wouldn't let her sleep.
The balance, she found somehow between her dearest friends,

And all the aspects satisfied, and tied up all loose ends.

"If you won't hurt me, I won't want you" was her usual creed...

"It's all too slow, it's not ok", and that, she believed.

Tear me apart and break my bones,

For once, I want to scream.

The night is young, the blood is hot,

And this, tonight, will end. 

Fucked Up

You underestimate how screwed I am....
It's all askew and you wouldn't understand.
It's fine, I wouldn't want me either
Since I will choke you in my little web.
I only date the assholes who need no one
The nice guys might actually get to me and that's not good
Since at night my refuge is in someone's arms,
Don't worry. It's fine.