Utopia

When the world is silent, you come to me
And silence all my thoughts and fears...
You snuff them out like candles in a storm
The dark is lit when I am in your arms
And you, my dear, are my utopia...
My salvation, my protection, hope...
When the world is still, you and I are not...
And we run together towards a better day.

Your smell within my veins,
Your heat within my soul..
You're my salvation, love...
...What makes me whole.

Summer Rain

If I could capture the moment, I would
And I would lock you away with the sweet melody
Of summer nights, in which everything's right...
If I could I would paint you away into my own canvas,
And there, we could play all the games we can think of...
All, in the summer rain.

Dominate

Trying to dominate and push it  around,
I'm so sorry darling, I don't like the sound...
I'll fight you forever, I'm nobody's slave,
So please, pretend to be brave.
We tear them apart, we rip them to shreds
Just playing the part of another who left.

Put me on my knees for something to believe,
Dying for a cause, trying to leave...
Tear me apart and fight me to death...
No, that's not what you said.

Dissect me

Slice me open and lay everything on the table,
For in this moment I am an open book...
Silence the demons that make me unstable
And before you leave, give one last look.

Allow me to bleed out for I am made of cardboard,
The softness inside will make the world stain red,
And in this darker hour let the screams envelop
You, for I'm this corrupt crook.

Hurt me often, for I am made for you
And in the silence, please just let me scream your name...
With one last breath I'll curse the light of day...
I wasn't good enough for you.

Disappear

Time to say goodbye and disappear in the crowd,
This page is getting yellow from the passage of time
And I'm tired of all these insecurities,
All these doubts are tearing me.

Time to end this chapter and begin again,
Somewhere warmer, somewhere safe...
I'd leave you here and wait the falling years...
But no, it's time to disappear.